Sunday, January 06, 2008

I've said it before, what a weird fucking winter.

I just had a twenty minute conversation with myself in the shower, but it boils down to this: I have to stop drinking. I'm sick of the drawbacks and the good isn't good enough. I'm tired of walking through my life and not making decisions. I'm tired of waking up and trying to piece together a night. I'm definitely tired of trying to get through the workday hungover. I'm sick of disappointing my girlfriend and myself. Even I don't like myself drunk.

That's pretty much it. I just wanted to get it recorded so I could go back and look at it again and again for reassurance. I want to be better. Maybe this will help.

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